English Original
Forty-three years seems like a long time to remember the name of a mere acquaintance. I have forgotten the name of an old lady who was a customer on my paper route when I was twelve. Yet it seems like yesterday that she taught me a lesson in forgiveness I hope to pass on someday.
On a mindless Saturday afternoon, a friend and I were throwing rocks onto the roof of her house from a secluded spot in her backyard. We wanted to see how the rocks rolled off the edge like missiles or falling comets.
I found a perfectly smooth rock and threw it. It slipped from my hand and headed straight for a small window on her back porch. At the sound of breaking glass, we ran faster than any of our "missiles."
I was too scared of getting caught that first night to think about the old lady. A few days later, when sure I hadn't been discovered, guilt set in. She still greeted me with a smile when I delivered her paper, but I could no longer act comfortably around her.
I decided to save my paper delivery money. In three weeks, I had seven dollars, which I thought would cover the cost of her window. I put the money in an envelope with a note apologizing and hoping it would pay for the repair.
I waited until dark, sneaked up to her house, and slipped the envelope through her letter slot. My soul felt redeemed, and I couldn't wait to look her in the eyes again.
The next day, I handed her the paper and returned her warm smile. She thanked me and said, "Here, I have something for you." It was a bag of cookies. I thanked her and began eating them on my route.
After several cookies, I felt an envelope and pulled it out. When I opened it, I was stunned. Inside were the seven dollars and a short note: "I'm proud of you."
中文翻译
四十三年,要记住一个仅仅是相识的人的名字,似乎太久了。我已经忘了那位老太太的名字,她是我十二岁送报时的一位客户。然而,她给我上的那堂关于宽恕的课,仿佛就在昨天,我希望有朝一日能将此传递下去。
在一个无所事事的周六下午,我和一个朋友从她家后院一个僻静的角落往她的屋顶扔石头。我们想看看石头如何像导弹或坠落的彗星一样从屋顶边缘滚落。
我找到一块极其光滑的石头扔了出去。它从我手中滑脱,径直飞向她后门廊的一扇小窗户。听到玻璃破碎的声音,我们跑得比任何“导弹”都快。
事发当晚,我太害怕被抓,无暇顾及那位老太太。几天后,当我确信自己没被发现时,内疚感开始涌现。我送报时,她依然对我微笑,但我却无法再在她面前表现得自在了。
我决定攒下送报的钱。三周后,我有了七美元,我觉得这够赔她的窗户了。我把钱和一张便条放进信封,便条上道了歉,并希望这七美元能支付修理费。
等到天黑,我溜到她家,把信封从门缝塞了进去。我的灵魂感到被救赎了,迫不及待地想再次直视她的眼睛。
第二天,我把报纸递给她,并回应了她温暖的微笑。她谢过我后说:“来,我有点东西给你。”那是一袋饼干。我道了谢,继续送报时便开始吃饼干。
吃了几块后,我摸到一个信封,便把它拿了出来。打开信封时,我惊呆了。里面是那七美元和一张简短的纸条,上面写着:“我为你感到骄傲。”